It is hard to believe that the end of the semester is already so close. It seems like just the other day I said goodbye to my Dad after he dropped me off for school. Now I'm signing up for my junior and senior year of school and figuring out roommates and all that. I know that I really have no idea because I am so young, but time is passing quick.
I taught for youth group tonight. I honestly think that I learn more from youth group than most of the kids there. Trying to stay humble as I teach and not make it about me is very hard, because I always think that my lesson is great. I spent 10 minutes before the lesson just to pray, and then I was caught off guard when we sang songs. We normally just go right into lesson, but this time we sang and did one song, and I think that it really helped. When we started singing it moved my focus off myself and onto God and relaxed me enough to remember the message that I had prepared to tell the kids.
I was still really nervous when I gave it, but Rachel said that it went really well. I was amazed at how much my own pride got in the way of what God could possibly do with His word. When I was getting ready to give my lesson a passage came to mind. Paul wrote in 1 Corinthians 9 about disciplining his own body so that he would not be disqualified. He wanted to be sure to practice what he preached (disciplining his body), so that he would not be disqualified from ministry. If the Apostle Paul had to practice what he preached, how much more should I have to practice what I am teaching these students. I need to be learning and practicing what I present to these kids just as much as we expect them to be growing. I need to work at being teachable and humble. And that is the youth group experience for the week.
I have gotten the chance to get out riding a few times recently. It has been nice to blow off some steam and get off campus. I am really looking forward to this weekend! I think that I will try and do a group ride on Saturday with some of the local people that ride every weekend, at least a longer ride for a change. I have only been doing 10mi rides so far, and it would be nice to get some longer ones in. Finals are just around the corner, and after that I am free to ride. I'll have work, but nothing like I have now.
I think that is all for now. I don't have much to do, but I still would like to get some sleep. For those that read this tell everyone that I say "Hi"
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